“Inexhaustible, unstoppable torment, of your soul, your heart, your brain, every single fiber of your being. It means bearing day by day this heavy load in your chest, asking yourself why you are alone, is it your fault or you is it your fate?, you don’t want to be understood or you can’t?... the point is, I’m missing confrontation, and I know very well that’s the fundamental step to completely fulfill myself, and that’s why at the end of the day I always feel somehow dissatisfied, and sad, and I- I’m tired of dealing with the fact that what I love and who I am… it will be forever undiscovered, wasted…
..I feel like I’m destined to an arid and sterile existence, angry, humid, because I never, never really accepted anybody, and I don’t know if it’s because of fear or ignorance or arrogance, and God knows the other reasons… and there’s frustration then, frustration because I… I have so much to say, to convey, all the love for life for existence for everything that is there, around us, and that’s not fair, that all this energy has to be forced in just one single body, this is what’s really frustrating and painful, being so happy and enthusiast of life and nature and humanity and the whole Universe- on my own.” (с) __